I just want happiness to follow… why am I stuck on him??? gotta get my ex off my mind its been a year almost -_- still feel this stabbing emptiness in my heart

So far I haven’t been having many awkward moments in my life…just depressive stuff.. sigh*

I don’t believe in religion because its something to do, or because its how i was raised. But I choose to on my own, I believe that god put me on this earth for a reason and that He has divine favor over my life and sure there are ppl that don’t believe and Im fine with that every has free choice, my society isnt what I am, While i may be living in the wild trust and believe the wild always has some sort of deity and I happen to believe it’s God

The very worst part about my friendship with you is that i feel i don’t do anything to make you happy…  Im not a girl that you have or have ever had feelings for but i hope our conversations are substantial enough and that you appreciate them just as much as i look forward to them….I know you could never miss me

there is a sickly feeling in my tummy

time to purge my body of my nasty fat impurities… INSANITY!!!!!!!!!

I kinda wanna be the girl for you but then again I know you wouldn’t want me….